Friday, November 7, 2008 . 11:05 PM

depressed is the word i will use to describe my feeling
sadness fills up my life like water fills up a never full ocean
despair is the effort im putting in to get everything back on track
but nothing works out in anyway..

Real loss only occurs when you lose something
that you love more than yourself
so do treasure everyone around you
and not cry over spilled milk when its gone

how i wish i could turn back time
to the days of quarrels and fights
to the days where not even a single day was peaceful
at least i know..we cared for each other

i'll wait..and wait..and wait..
it may be a test for me from up above
to where only people believed exists
sounds corny..but its till the end of time..
or till the day i part this somewhat dreadful world

yea..today's post is nth but how i feel..
its really heartbreaking..cuz till now..whenever i think back
it just seems like its yesterday and the feeling is very vivid
true yet false..hence the birth of "to be or not to be, that is the qn"

well..i think my wish will not happen
since so many ppl hate me from all walks of lives..
so wad if my "side line" is successful?
so wad if im earning money more than the rest?
so wad? so wad?

looks like my life is sinking back
to where it was a couple of months
where life was as mono-life and not happening
i'd rather live a life that is no life..
and get all the happiness i get in life..

Regards
Wonderkid [K`D]

Thursday, November 6, 2008 . 11:56 PM

well i think i forgot to add something on my last post
it must have been wad i did in my previous life..
accumulated to know a friend like ammie..

ammie..u are right..its all just for entertainment
and its not worth to be throwing so much money into this crap
so yea...u have my word that i'll control myself..
good for my wallet too..geez..

anyway today went to westlite dorm to do a show for singtel..
and i was having gastric and vomitting..but
there wasnt anything else left to eat but the Burmese food
well before i ate it i took a snapshot for a reason

well yea its a really huge portion for 1 person..
and when the person told me how much it was..
i went like "HUH"!!!
cuz it was only $2 !!! i mean..for such a huge portion
with soup and veggie and mutton and potatoes and stuff
its only $2 !!! gosh.. *faints* and its DELICIOUS !! lol~

wish is a hope or desire for something
well the desire and hope is there for me..
all i hope its granted..*prays*

haiiz...



Regards
Wonderkid [K`D]

Wednesday, November 5, 2008 . 11:58 PM

well haven blogged for quite a few days..
cuz i haven been feeling too good these few days..
oh well..nth much happened but
all i gotta say is

im really glad that i found a friend like ammie
cuz she has been telling me stuff that i know..
but it really means alot to me..least i know..
that there are some ppl who actually care for me..
so yea..thanks ammie for ur advice
i really really appreciate for wadever u have told me

oh well..tired and sick-ed
gtg already..ciauz

Regards
Wonderkid [K`D]