Friday, November 7, 2008 . 11:05 PM

depressed is the word i will use to describe my feeling
sadness fills up my life like water fills up a never full ocean
despair is the effort im putting in to get everything back on track
but nothing works out in anyway..

Real loss only occurs when you lose something
that you love more than yourself
so do treasure everyone around you
and not cry over spilled milk when its gone

how i wish i could turn back time
to the days of quarrels and fights
to the days where not even a single day was peaceful
at least i know..we cared for each other

i'll wait..and wait..and wait..
it may be a test for me from up above
to where only people believed exists
sounds corny..but its till the end of time..
or till the day i part this somewhat dreadful world

yea..today's post is nth but how i feel..
its really heartbreaking..cuz till now..whenever i think back
it just seems like its yesterday and the feeling is very vivid
true yet false..hence the birth of "to be or not to be, that is the qn"

well..i think my wish will not happen
since so many ppl hate me from all walks of lives..
so wad if my "side line" is successful?
so wad if im earning money more than the rest?
so wad? so wad?

looks like my life is sinking back
to where it was a couple of months
where life was as mono-life and not happening
i'd rather live a life that is no life..
and get all the happiness i get in life..

Regards
Wonderkid [K`D]